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12.24.04 - white christmas
Here I am in Galveston, Texas. It is late on Christmas Eve, and it is snowing. Let me rephrase that - it is dumping gigantic butterfly-sized snowflakes onto amazed children and parents and dogs, all of whom are standing mouth-up to the sky catching flakes on their tongues. It almost never snows here - certainly not during the holidays, and never this much (already there are almost 2 inches on the ground). If this keeps up, it will be the biggest snowfall in 50 years. Yeehah!

I should call my parents in Maine - they'll be sooooo jealous.....

12.18.04 - wouldn't trade it for anything
Last week's concert in Barcelona was one of those glorious reminders of why I do this crazy composing thing:

- to work with talented musicians who rock
- to work with talented musicians who rock and actually put their personalities into the music
- to hear a new piece of music come to life sounding even better than you imagined it
- to hear an older composition come back to life in the hands of those talented musicians who rock
- to walk into a concert hall and see that it is jam-packed with friends, colleagues, and quite possibly even better, lots of people you have never seen before!
- to see an audience member - or maybe more than one - forget the pressures of the day and leave with a smile on her/his face.

Although the recording was botched, I am hopeful about the video, and await photos to share!

Muchísimas gracias to Percussions de Barcelona: Robert, Ramon, Sebastiá and Ignasi, and also to clarinetist Xavier Castillo. For the stupendous care and feeding of this music, and for reminding me that all the work is absolutely, positively worth it.

12.6.04 - muy ocupada
Who I am kidding?? I'm never going to do regular updates....

Back in the US. At first I was stunned into silence by culture shock....and then by the elections, which made for more culture shock.....

Two more pieces from my stay in Barcelona are finished - Tourmaline, for soprano saxophone and processed sounds, and Coyote, for percussion quartet. Actually Coyote is an arrangement of the string quartet Coyote Turns. I couldn't resist the opportunity to have Percussions de Barcelona play this work on marimbas and vibraphones. And you thought it was rhythmic before!

Tomorrow on a plane back to Barcelona for the PdB concert. Olives, anyone?

8.23.04 - superstition
I know, I haven't been writing much about music lately.... seems the harder I work, the less I want to talk about it. Must admit that superstition plays a role - to discuss a composition in progress can drain away it's energy, imho. So, better to keep quiet.

But I can tell you this - after muchas horas in the recording studio over the past 2 months, you can now find brand spankin' new recordings of Ayehli and Snapdragon on the sound page. Check 'em out! Thanks to Robert Armengol and Carlos Gil Ferrer for their fabulous performances!

8.16.04 - cobla sant jordi
Over the weekend I attended a cobla concert, in a tiny pueblo called Vilanova d'Escornalbou. Cobla is an instrumental ensemble that plays sardanas, the traditional dance music of Catalunya. The group is comprised of several brass instruments, contrabass, and a variety of wind instruments that exist only in Catalunya, such as the tenora and flabiol. Winds play the melodies, while the trumpets, trombones and contrabass play accompaniment. The sound of the group is most unusual - nasal and piercing, due to the large number of double reed instruments. Apparently Stravinsky was captivated by the sound of this music, and wrote several works for cobla.

8.6.04 - si fuera rica, me compraría un descapotable
I simply have GOT to get a handle on the subjunctive. Joder!

Part of the problem is that forms of the subjunctive in the past are accompanied sometimes by the conditional tense, which under normal non-subjunctive circumstances are used to express things in the future. This never fails to tie my brain in knots.

8.5.04 - one of those days
You know those days, when you work hard all day, but in the end you're not exactly sure what you accomplished?? Yeah, it's like that.

Gotta start writing these things down....

7.24.04 - coffee rituals
Folks are very particular about certain things here. Like coffee. When it happens and in what form it happens are Very Important Issues.

During the course of a meal, coffee comes after dessert and before an after-dinner chupito (shot) of liquor. Coffee can replace dessert, but to have coffee before, or (gasp) with dessert? Unthinkable. And it better not be a cafe con leche (coffee with milk), because those are for breakfast or morning breaks. After a meal it's gotta be a cafe solo (espresso) or cortado (espresso with a splash of milk).

As a devout fan of the cortado, which works at any time of day or night, I don't believe I have ever committed any coffee boo-boos. But then there are so many other options for cultural screw-ups....more on that later....

7.16.04 - short stories from Andalusia
On a recent trip to Granda I picked up a copy of Washington Irving's Tales of the Alhambra....I had no idea he was such and international guy! Lots more going on there than just The Legend of Sleepy Hollow. Completely understandable that he stayed as long as he did in Granda - it is a beautiful, inspiring, magical place.

5.2.04 - something for those who think George Bush is such a Good Guy
President Jimmy Carter attended ceremonies for troops killed in Pakistan, Egypt and the failed hostage rescue mission in Iran.

President Ronald Reagan participated in many memorable ceremonies, including a service at Camp Lejeune in 1983 for 241 Marines killed in Beirut.

In 1998, Clinton went to Andrews to see the coffins of Americans killed in the terrorist bombing in Nairobi.

A White House spokesman said Bush has not attended any memorials or funerals for soldiers killed in action during his presidency as his predecessors had done...

Will you be voting for this again in November?

4.23.04 - La Diada de Sant Jordi
Today is the Catalan equivalent of Valentine's Day - La Díada de San Jordi, quite a lovely celebration if I do say so. St. George slayed a dragon that was about to devour a beautiful princess, and there has developed a tradition that men give women a single rose, and women give men a book (yes girls, I have thoughts about this issue too, since I would by far prefer a book - we'll talk). All over the city, and especially up and down Las Ramblas, booksellers and florists set up tables and people stroll by browsing through the selections or choosing the perfect rose. Although most offices and stores are open, an awful lot of folks manage to play hookey and spend the afternoon outside celebrating....

By the end of the day the streets are covered with rose petals and little yellow ribbons that say t'estimo, which means I Love You, in Catalan. Kinda nice, huh?

4.16.04 - a new president
Place soap box on ground. Stand on soap box. Place hands on hips in righteous indignance.

Now that Zapatero is officially the new President of Spain, I really must have a rant.

The way the US and UK media have portrayed the elections here is ridiculous. The PSOE did not win just because of the Madrid bombings. Nor have the Spanish people acquiesced to terrorism, as Bush would have us think. Folks were already completely over Aznar. 90 percent of Spain opposed the war in Iraq, and Aznar joined in anyway. The bombings simply pushed them over the edge. It was not about fear. It was about anger. If there is one thing I have learned about Spaniards, it is that they are very quick to act when they are pissed off! Good for them.

The US could most certainly learn a thing or two from these events. What if Americans had taken to the streets this way after 9/11?

3.28.04 - nothin' like a diva
Yesterday I had the opportunity to record an interview with Romanian opera singer Angela Gheorghiu. She has a reputation for being incredibly difficult to work with, and for being an all around, er, I believe the word was witch. Having never really dealt with a Diva of this power before, I was looking quite forward to the interview! Turns out, she was actually very pleasant and gracious. No temper tantrums on tape. Ah well.....

The best part was her response to the question, when did you discover that you were a singer? The reply: I didn't discover anything. I AM a singer.

Now that, my friends, is a Diva!

3.7.04 - language and whatnot
Current Favorite Phrase: sentar cabeza. Translation: to come to one's senses.
I also believe that "Joder" is the perfect swear word. It rolls off the tongue so nicely. Joder!

2.28.04 - just an observation
Spaniards and silence. Oil and water. Not a mix. Spaniards (and Catalans) LOVE to talk, and do so at great length. About anything, and/or nothing. If there is nobody in the immediate vicinity to talk to, they will happily glue themselves to a mobile phone. You know the people in your life that cannot handle more than a few seconds of silence in a conversation? Imagine an entire country of those people!

As you know, I am a quiet person by most standards. Combine this with the fact that I live in a foreign country and do not speak the language fluently. This makes me a quiet person with a limited vocabulary, which makes me a REALLY quiet person. Fitting a comment into a conversation requires extreme and ambitious effort, but happily I'm getting a lot better, having finally adjusted to the idea that here, interrupting people is not at all considered rude. As my Spanish teacher says, "how else will people know you have something to say?".

2.26.04 - completion
Finished! Coyote Turns for string quartet. Four sections - I won't call them movements because the transitions involve very short breaks - in 12 minutes. Experimented with many ideas in this one, including a method for generating musical material that is very different than my usual process. I found the results quite exciting, not to mention that the piece developed more quickly than normal. This one is ALL about rhythm. Some parts flash through a series of rhythmic blocks, while other parts travel through a slow building up or tearing down of a rhythmic phrase. It's not easy, but I think it will be fun and challenging to play.

1.30.04 - ain't it the truth
A little something from Pema Chodron's When Things Fall Apart (it's not nearly as depressing as the title suggests):

We don't experience the world fully unless we are willing to give something away.... this means not holding anything back, not preparing our escape route, not looking for alternatives, not thinking that there is ample time to do things later.

1.26.04 - things that make you go yikes
Check out George Bush's resume

1.6.04 - back in bcn
Feliz Año Nuevo! Just returned from a 3-week trip back to the US. 2 weeks in DC on either side of one week in Maine. Wonderful to catch up with friends and family! The culture shock I thought I might experience didn't really happen, although it did seem odd at first to hear so much English spoken, and also to drive everywhere... Enjoyed plentiful grass and trees - things I miss living in the city - not to mention wide open spaces! Relatively speaking, since we are talking about the East Coast. The current politics, well, are too frustrating to even begin to discuss. Oy.

My computer was in the shop for the entire trip, and to be without it was exactly what I needed. Now I return with "pilas cargadas", rested and ready to work. First stop, string quartet!

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